My Best work! AGZ
FIGHTS I grew up in fights,
I see people fighing for their rights,
I see them in the nights,
ripping open kites,
turning on the lights,
I'm tired of these things,
I'm tired of growing up in this madness,
with me eating a meal,
while them making a deal,
i cant believe this is real,
they dont know how i feel,
they think im made of steel,
I dont understand why they wanna fight with me,
i know its not right,
But sometimes gotta defend myself,
And i say in my head,
with a nuckle made of lead,
my face is turning red,
why am i doing this,
Im not doing whats right,
Im just losing my sight,
I say i dont wanna fight,
And sometimes i start a fight,
I get beaten up,
with the older person,
ripping me apart,
And i promise,
i wont fight,
I'll write it on the walls,
cuz im the one at fault,
ill never fight again,
Cause i was bearly ten,
i got in a fight when i was ten,
I stood up for my best friend,
I gave myself for him,
I chose to defend him,
and id rather get beat up,
then just let him get beaten up by a 7th grader,
And I was only in fourth,
I grew up in these fights,
And now i hate to fight,
And always will,
but if i have to fight,
then theres gotta be a good reason for it,
By:Alberto Gandara Zatarain Jr.
AGZ
Im Sorry
I'm Sorry for all the lies I have made.
I'm sorry for making you feel bad.
I'm for the way I am.I'm sorry for being a showoff.I'm sorry because I am not a good friend.I'm sorry because I'm never there for you.I'm sorry i don't pay attention to you when you want to talk to me.I'm sorry for annoying you.I'm sorry for being weird.I try to change,but sometimes I fail.I try to be a good friend,but it just doesn't work.I'm sorry for just hanging out with the people i hang out with everyday & not you.I try to hang out with you,but somethings just holding me back.I'm sorry i am the way i am,I know I'm annoying most of the time.The people i don't even talk to that much do too.I'm sorry its so hard for me to shut up.
Its just that I'm not used to being down everyday.I'm sorry i cant calm down. I promise one day you wont hear me talk at all.i would just stay sitting at a bench,all alone,nothing to do,crying,nobody being Abel to cheer me up.My family even thinks I'm annoying. And i believe i have to change.I don't want to be this "weird kid" to everybody any more. I don't want to be the person everybody hates anymore.I want to be the person everybody loves to talk to. Nothing really bothers me,if you start saying jokes about me i wont really care ill just laugh with you.i don't really care about those things.I wish you can forgive me.I don't want to be this way anymore.i don't want to be weird anymore.i don't want to be mean anymore.I don't want to be the one that hurts people anymore. i don't want to be the one that the teachers and everybody hates. its like everybody is different. I don't like being different. you don't have to choose me to be your friend there's better people than me all around the world.I want to have friends i don't want to lose them.
I see people just staring at me like nothing. like who's that weird skinny kid? Well its the truth I'm weird and skinny aren't I? I annoy my Bros.,my friends,my family,like people think I'm going to be cool and they want to meet me and then later they say I'm annoying and everything. that happens to me a lot. at the same time when im always quiet i wont make friends. well it will be hard.i'd rather have ZERO friends than annoy them. im just a wreck i wreck peoples fun and everything. when the door bell rings. they only ask for my bros. and not me. id rather sit on a bench and stay quiet than talk and showing people who i really am. Atleast no one will get annoyed. right? or am i wrong?
i am talking about how my life is going so far. if you were with me 24/7 you would see me just bothering my bros. fighting with them. youll see me crying that i ahve no friends and everything every now & then.
you'll see me getting everybody mad. I mean why do you choose me to be your fiend? theres a lot of cool people around the world hat are better than me. and if you think you know who i am post a comment.
Posted by CAA Students Blog at 9:57 AM
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